Tuesday, November 24, 2009

oh yea

"cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street"

The Script-The man who can't be moved

Thursday, November 19, 2009

all i do

All I do the whole night through
Is dream of you
And with the dawn
I still go on dreamin' of you
You're every thought
You're everything
You're every song I ever sing
Summer, winter, autumn and spring.
-Gene Kelley "Singing in The Rain"


guess this is why i am always so distracted now a these days.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

For M and probably me Part II



"Yes I remember. " she said

"But I think that's how you or I, or was it both of us, that wanted it that way, I think it's you. Oh you make me so confused with your uncertainty" she said, again.


-E

Saturday, November 14, 2009

For you


To my brokenhearted friend, M and probably me.

Friday, November 13, 2009


Something that you've always done and i want to thank you. (:
-E

Monday, November 09, 2009

FOR kAT


Strange as it seems, all memories that I've ever made and had, you are by far, the most distinct and strongest one.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

I tell myself this every other day.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Fidelity

To couples:
You are not gona promise
each other that you will not disappoint one another, because at some point you
will.
What is important is you dont go away, you dont escape, you dont leave one
another just because you are disappointed.
Thats the meaning of
fidelity.



-FLB.blogger

So don't you ever dare leave me ok?

Monday, November 02, 2009

I died in your eyes

"I don't know what to think or how i should feel anymore. My heart goes in all directions but my body wants to stay solitary. "
-E

Sunday, November 01, 2009

fine then

FUCKING SHITHOLE.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Monday, October 26, 2009

this is why

This is why I found myself in love and staying in love. (:

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

you'll always be my thunder

"Your voice was the soundtrack of my
summer."

Boys like Girls-Thunder

Sunday, October 18, 2009

(:

I probably shouldn't say this But at times I get
so scared

When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome, but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you
hear

My dear

The seven things I hate about you
The seven things I hate about you
Oh, you
You're vain
Your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry, I don't know
which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks, when you act like
them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you
do

You make me love you

It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
When you mean it I'll believe
it

If you text it I'll delete
it

Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not comin back
You're taking seven steps
here


The seven things I hate about you
You're vain
Your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry, I don't know
which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks, when you act like
them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you
do

You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The seven that I like

The seven things I like about you
Your hair,
Your eyes,
Your old
levi's,

When we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You made me laugh, you made me cry, but I guess
that's both I'll have to buy

Your hand in mine when we're intertwined,
everything's alright

I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I like the most that you
do

You make me love you

-Miley Cyrus aka Hannah Montana

Friday, October 16, 2009

Thank you but this is for all guys with dicks,

No woman, no cry the say. To all guys with dicks.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

i can just die now

THE SUPER DIRTY CHEAP SLUT
WHORE.


-E

Today.

Today I ruined and broke everything I ever had.

Today I also broke down out of bare fustration and confusion.

Today I hurt myself.

Today I also bled.

Today I was
finally bruised.

Today I was finally stripped barenaked out of my soul.

Today I did not find my courage, but I will tell myself that there will
always be tomorrow.

Today finally feels
good.



-E

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

yea right la ah


I am SO angry that I let you hurt me this way. )':

Monday, October 12, 2009

I can start to think already

"I can still remember the first day we smiled and
the first day we spoke. He was so beautiful. Almost unforgettable. I remember he
once saw the exact same perfect sunset as i did despite the distance
apart. I remind myself of it when i look at the texts exchanged and i can't
help but smile. Smile at the promises made , that
perhaps if forever didn't exist, there was still 'always'
to believe in. We shared the strangest most inner comfort of finding
peace in simplicty and to constantly look faith in the eyes. We shared our
thoughts on the beauty of a love so true and so surreal and faced our demons
head on when needed. Such committment and loyalty , together or apart,
i knew it would never break. Those days vividly entwine with the present
and i know it deep within me it will always live. He made me feel like an
honorable victim to my greatest weakness. His words and his touch still bring me
to my knees and i cannot understand my reaction no matter how hard i fight. I
pretend i am no longer affected by it and so i bury myself.I bury myself long
and hard into everything else around me so that reality wouldn't come in touch
with me. I live in my own darkness and i kind of like in there. I think he
knows. I think he knows everything about me . I think he knows that no one else
comes close . I think he knows it is because of him that i believe in forever.
But' i think' is never enough to last. So i try and forget how he used to look
at me with such grace..even till today.The anxiety accumulates when time does
not permit . Only because we choose to live seperate lives. I feel the
anticipation burst in my vessels everytime we meet again although i am not sure
if i am happy this way. I am not sure. I don't know . I think i may have lost
myself somewhere along the way. I always thought i had the right to feel larger
than life itself . I have all these beliefs and truths, but how far have they
fought for me? People may look at me with eyes of a thousand tales . Of how much
they care and believe in me. They speak to me of words filled with angels and
flowers. Words that enhances disappearing and insignificant moments . But then
they forget the important things. But he..he remembers.


You fall in love every once in a while but to fall
truly in love doesn't come easy. I did find it. But i caused for it to walk away
yet he still listens and loves me from afar despite my forceful invitation into
the darkness that i love to abide. He loves me for who i am , even from afar yet
i deemed him to be selfish. How foolish only now to finally see the kindness and
the sincerity he entrusts upon what we have. I vaugely told myself how much more
i wanted but i reckon it was because i was too blind to see. I always had the
best in front of me . I just never knew i did."

-Amanda Sue
Ann

From [: to (: to : to X:

Sunday, October 11, 2009

another reason why i can cry

I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you, how good you look when you smile; how much I love your laugh. I day dream about you off and on,
replaying our conversations; laughing at funny things you said or did. I’ve memorized your face and the way that you look at me. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagined. Even though neither of us know what the future holds,
I know one thing for sure; you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to
me.


-FLB


This is for you. You know who you are.