Monday, December 28, 2009

so shout out whatever you wanted to say

Why do we SHOUT when we are ANGRY?

One day, a professor asked his students ‘Why do we SHOUT instead of speak when we are ANGRY?’
All the students thought for a while. One answered ‘Because we lost our cool. That’s why we SHOUT.’
Asked the professor again, ‘But the person is just right next to you, why can’t we talk softly but have to SHOUT?’
Everyone gave their opinions but none was accepted by the professor.


Lastly explained by the professor ‘When we are ANGRY, our hearts drift apart. To mask the DISTANCE we felt, we instinctively SHOUT instead of speak so the other party can hear us.’
‘But as we SHOUT, we get ANGRIER. And we felt we drift apart further. So we SHOUT even louder…’
‘It is the opposite when we are in love. Not only we do not shout, we whisper into each other ears. Why?’
‘This is because our hearts are very close, almost never apart. As our love deepens, we reach a state of communication where there is no need for words.’
‘We understand each other well enough just by exchanging look,’ concluded the professor.
Therefore, when we are arguing, DO NOT speak words that will make our hearts drift apart. WAIT a few days. When you feel your hearts are no longer far apart, pick up the conversation and continue from there.



YES THIS!

This is fun guys! (: I just started my album entitled "The world. The people. & my life through polaroid lens"

Friday, December 25, 2009

Christmas IS for EVERYONE

Merry Christmas to all earthlings (:

I've had a swell Christmas and it's been one of the best ones yet. I don't know why but how could it be that every Christmas, I can only wake up to find myself that I've always been terribly blessed with everything and everyone I have in my life. How terrible aren't I? So anyway, I hope everyone got what they wanted for their Christmas this year and I hope you guys had a blessed one as well. (:

Glad you love the Ipodtouch love. I HEART mine indeed. (:

Friday, December 18, 2009


I WANT TO WATCH THIS! )':

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

My very own inner self's thought




because I'll be


So just hurry the clock and push to December 31st,11.59 pm please!

Things inside my head


Murni told me a statement almost the same as this today. It didn't strike me dead hard, till afterawhile, the pins and needles of that awkward feeling I hate to feel. The feeling of disappointment+frustration+yucky feelings that is equivalent on getting your period. I didn't had to read it at all actually, she was right but the feeling that poked me and left my skin feeling a deep brush of the cold rainy weather. And then my head continued to ached again, and then later my heart, than my stomache, than my heart.FUCK.

Friday, December 04, 2009

Dark blue dark blue have you ever been alone in a crowded room?


The moon started shining on the sky at about 8pm last night. Then only at about 1.30 am it shone brighter than before with a halo resting on its body. As I lay on my bed enjoying the delightful view, it's then I saw your face on the moon. Because I remembered 2 occasions on a night like this.

1, the bad one when we had a big argument
2, the good one when we sat across the stars and wanted nothing more than that moment to never end.

-E

Thursday, December 03, 2009

love don't come easy

Ans: The reason why love has it's downs as
well as the ups.


"love don't come easy.It's a game of give
and
take"

-The Supremes (You can't hurry love)




i will crush you


Someone was telling me this while i was half-listening to our conversation, and I remembered nodding my head furiously like a bobble-head. We were in the rain trying to make sense out of life and the people who treat our hearts like an entrance/exit shopping mall. Then I realized, there were 2 confused and shagged people walking under the rain.
I'm angry that not only did i let people hurt me this way, but I'm angry because I'm getting fustrated at letting people do this to me.

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

i cannot fanthom


and she said "Shhhh don't tell anyone"

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

oh yea

"cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street"

The Script-The man who can't be moved

Thursday, November 19, 2009

all i do

All I do the whole night through
Is dream of you
And with the dawn
I still go on dreamin' of you
You're every thought
You're everything
You're every song I ever sing
Summer, winter, autumn and spring.
-Gene Kelley "Singing in The Rain"


guess this is why i am always so distracted now a these days.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

For M and probably me Part II



"Yes I remember. " she said

"But I think that's how you or I, or was it both of us, that wanted it that way, I think it's you. Oh you make me so confused with your uncertainty" she said, again.


-E

Saturday, November 14, 2009

For you


To my brokenhearted friend, M and probably me.

Friday, November 13, 2009


Something that you've always done and i want to thank you. (:
-E

Monday, November 09, 2009

FOR kAT


Strange as it seems, all memories that I've ever made and had, you are by far, the most distinct and strongest one.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

I tell myself this every other day.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Fidelity

To couples:
You are not gona promise
each other that you will not disappoint one another, because at some point you
will.
What is important is you dont go away, you dont escape, you dont leave one
another just because you are disappointed.
Thats the meaning of
fidelity.



-FLB.blogger

So don't you ever dare leave me ok?

Monday, November 02, 2009

I died in your eyes

"I don't know what to think or how i should feel anymore. My heart goes in all directions but my body wants to stay solitary. "
-E

Sunday, November 01, 2009

fine then

FUCKING SHITHOLE.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009