something ailing

Cafeteria's food has gone from bad to well even more bad. So maybe we did take for granted about the food that we had with the old stall vendors. But ahhhh i can't take this new cafeteria anymore! ):

i couldn't help but cry myself silly over yesterdays quarrels with Wan and Nazri. However when i opened up, let's call him hip hopper, 'hip hopper's' friendster profile page, i got led to his myspace instead. I got a lil jealous and that i realise i got hurt a lil bit. And then i cried again over the silliest things. I hate this feeling. It gets me chewing off my mind. My heavy heart can break into a million pieces, but maybe it may be better that way. Love can be shared.

But again, please forgive my poor ailing heart.

m-a-l-a-y-s-i-a

i'm soooo glad to be back. Well since i just came back from malaysia, i thought about sharing with you the many things that i feel i should raise. (wow, so unlike me)

Would you ever look in the eye of a malay person and feel the same thing? With all the racial and religious conflict going on, i don't have the answers to the questions. But all i can say is, i go mad whenever i think about it.

I enjoy and i always look forward to going to malaysia, (nisha, fariza, laveena and mai maybe you guys know the reason why (;) but other than that, i just do enjoy it.

So i was at seremban, k.l and genting.

1 word: AWSOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Seremban was for that family church camp: Saw the new sl'o'ts in town.

K.L: Shopppppping. Bought this reallllllllly adorable top.

Genting: Theme park, and lovely eyecandies.

J.B: Shopping.

alright, i gotta go hunt down syamil. damn that bastard

good people do homework

It's 11.13

im at the Allson Hotel at Seremban, well the bar longue. They're playing Pink's stupid girl.

To all who wished me a happy birthday, thanks! (: I'm surprised. Like the people i least expect to text me, actually did anyway.

Well since i'm bunking in with my childhood friend, Saya. We had a good a few hours chat. And she gave me the greatest gift that anyone could have given, HITTING THE SENSE I NEED. Exactly what i need. You know, i think i am sure of the decisions that im about to make, or so that's what i think.

I think it's time to come clean with many people. Hello I'm erika, i just turned 17 and im very unfaithful.

go be a good girl/boy and figured out that math for your homework.

when someone says 'I will be around'

My time is running out,
I'm far from where i want to be,
I'm hanging around the lost and found,
I need someone to lean on.

Where is everybody? Why isn't anyone around when you need them? ):

i'm on a high, on a high.

right on this is one of my favourite music from CALI. Home town of 3-4 years of my life spent. home sweet Cali. (:

Well, but i'm on a high too anyway. Days when you think back of time spent, i Laugh, i Smile, i Cry. I guess that's what makes life a joy. Too bad i know of a lot, who don't have that time. Treating life like a rat race. JEEEEBUS! Don't take life too seriously, it plays you around like a lil merry go round too you know, making you spin in all directions and letting you fly off to unknown places with the strangest characters.

oh wells, enjoy life my human friends. (:

You should've said no

Good God. This will be all over and done with for once and for all.

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing

The smiles, the flowers, everything: is gone

Yesterday I found out about you

Even now just looking at you: feels wrong

You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance

It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...

Actually you should've said no, you should've gone home

You should've thought twice before you let it all go

You should've know that word, bout what you did with her would get back to me...

And I should've been there, in the back of your mind

I shouldn't be asking myself why

You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...

You should've said no, baby and you might still have me.

huntress

Thank you Derrick aka tech 1 and friends of his for doing a splendid job in cheering me up.
Jason, you rocked the stage. (: The Jerk, siaaa la, you'll always be my teddy bear.






The huntress didn't get her game. Because the game backed out on the fight. So S-A-D. And the game has a D-I-C-K, shame shame shame shame on you.