Monday, December 28, 2009

so shout out whatever you wanted to say

Why do we SHOUT when we are ANGRY?

One day, a professor asked his students ‘Why do we SHOUT instead of speak when we are ANGRY?’
All the students thought for a while. One answered ‘Because we lost our cool. That’s why we SHOUT.’
Asked the professor again, ‘But the person is just right next to you, why can’t we talk softly but have to SHOUT?’
Everyone gave their opinions but none was accepted by the professor.

Lastly explained by the professor ‘When we are ANGRY, our hearts drift apart. To mask the DISTANCE we felt, we instinctively SHOUT instead of speak so the other party can hear us.’
‘But as we SHOUT, we get ANGRIER. And we felt we drift apart further. So we SHOUT even louder…’
‘It is the opposite when we are in love. Not only we do not shout, we whisper into each other ears. Why?’
‘This is because our hearts are very close, almost never apart. As our love deepens, we reach a state of communication where there is no need for words.’
‘We understand each other well enough just by exchanging look,’ concluded the professor.
Therefore, when we are arguing, DO NOT speak words that will make our hearts drift apart. WAIT a few days. When you feel your hearts are no longer far apart, pick up the conversation and continue from there.


This is fun guys! (: I just started my album entitled "The world. The people. & my life through polaroid lens"

Friday, December 25, 2009

Christmas IS for EVERYONE

Merry Christmas to all earthlings (:

I've had a swell Christmas and it's been one of the best ones yet. I don't know why but how could it be that every Christmas, I can only wake up to find myself that I've always been terribly blessed with everything and everyone I have in my life. How terrible aren't I? So anyway, I hope everyone got what they wanted for their Christmas this year and I hope you guys had a blessed one as well. (:

Glad you love the Ipodtouch love. I HEART mine indeed. (:

Friday, December 18, 2009


Tuesday, December 08, 2009

My very own inner self's thought

because I'll be

So just hurry the clock and push to December 31st,11.59 pm please!

Things inside my head

Murni told me a statement almost the same as this today. It didn't strike me dead hard, till afterawhile, the pins and needles of that awkward feeling I hate to feel. The feeling of disappointment+frustration+yucky feelings that is equivalent on getting your period. I didn't had to read it at all actually, she was right but the feeling that poked me and left my skin feeling a deep brush of the cold rainy weather. And then my head continued to ached again, and then later my heart, than my stomache, than my heart.FUCK.

Friday, December 04, 2009

Dark blue dark blue have you ever been alone in a crowded room?

The moon started shining on the sky at about 8pm last night. Then only at about 1.30 am it shone brighter than before with a halo resting on its body. As I lay on my bed enjoying the delightful view, it's then I saw your face on the moon. Because I remembered 2 occasions on a night like this.

1, the bad one when we had a big argument
2, the good one when we sat across the stars and wanted nothing more than that moment to never end.


Thursday, December 03, 2009

love don't come easy

Ans: The reason why love has it's downs as
well as the ups.

"love don't come easy.It's a game of give

-The Supremes (You can't hurry love)

i will crush you

Someone was telling me this while i was half-listening to our conversation, and I remembered nodding my head furiously like a bobble-head. We were in the rain trying to make sense out of life and the people who treat our hearts like an entrance/exit shopping mall. Then I realized, there were 2 confused and shagged people walking under the rain.
I'm angry that not only did i let people hurt me this way, but I'm angry because I'm getting fustrated at letting people do this to me.

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

i cannot fanthom

and she said "Shhhh don't tell anyone"