Wednesday, August 31, 2005
LIKE HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL THE TEACHERS IN THE WORLD! [:
hahaha,went back to townsville,and HELL WAS IT FUN!
saw my usual bunch of primary school mates,
and yes,yes,yes the jumping ,screeching,hugging.
slacked with cel adn her boo,terence,denny,kang yuen,alvin,and this other guy.
i had to see my ex can!
he was nice,he tried to entertain me,one way or another.
i appreciated it.ahhh oh wells.
hahahahah tomorrow im mugging with nisha from 8am to 12-30pm.
how inconcievable X]
practically slacked throughout all the periods,my mind had no mood to be itself today.oh wells.
i passed english,maths,social studies so far.
geography is unknown yet,thanks to miss kang,
F and N is also unknown either as i don't know which work or project is considered the marking grade,but whatever it is,i've given alot of my shit on the work,and i fell sick too!
biology and chemistry,is a flop,like what the hell?
only lik 7 people outta 40 pass the subject can!
went to united square for lunch,had ban mian,than studied at mac'd with nisha and sara.
HA THE MOST RETARDED SONGS WE MADE LARS! [:
Monday, August 29, 2005
this thing that i share with you called friendship,is it really one? i ask myself,you said you'll change,and
what the hell do i see?
the same old brand new you.
things changed.and i hate it now.
i can't be there for you,when you actually never did care.
it's not funny,and if this is a game?
i DON'T WANNA PLAY.
is this the end of the line?
yes deary,im going out with you this thursday alright babe? [:
mmhmm.can't decide the song.
Sunday, August 28, 2005
went for spook show with soo jung,valentina,ji hae and joshua.
had a splendid time,esp when they both wanted to rededicate themselves to the Lord!
indeed He is rightouss and above all names yea?
(pictures are provided down there,in help with valentina's effort,go visit her blog!)
after that,i met up with elgin.
watched bewitched and ate at carl's jr.
taste so different then the ones in the u.s!
overall,i enjoyed myself thoroughly and survived,though i was physically weak!
had service at 9.30. -yawns-
slept abit during preaching,couln't help it,i just had my medicine.
went for crystal jade for luncg,
AND THEN,AND THEN,
I SAW GERALD!!!!!!!
thie guy who use to be in acs (i),currently studying at nanyang poly.
he couldn't recognise me,he's forgiven,
as we never met,till TODAY?
hahahahaha i recognised his new hairstyle and his unique smile that i always see in pictures taken.
yeayeayeayea, i'll stop praising about you.
and he is like crazy can?
wore a super duper long-sleeved yellow t-shirt.
and i was like,
is it just me or does he think he is that hot,till he didn't want to spread it around?
shitness,i just found out,im going back to japan FOR A WEEK!
Friday, August 26, 2005
so just a quick sum up,WEDNESDAY,i fought with my mum over something STEWPID,and than again everyone had to nag at me for no reason.
and shit im grounded,can't go for the WOMAD fair.
thursday was nothing.it was boring as usual,had the starting of my ear nose throat infection, AGAIN.
mummy said i could skip cca,so i was like whoopee! [:
and then i went home and rest,despite my weakness in school was lethargic.
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
to see me cry my heart out today,
for no particular reason or what-so-ever why.
HEY!!that rhymed and yes,it's true,i just broke-down for no reason. )):
i'm suppose to do my homework,guess i just don't really like feel like doing it i guess.
here i am once again.
Monday, August 22, 2005
oh,wait,what's there to be cheerful about? i realised im going back to Japan,THIS TIME,im bringing my STUDYING MATERIALS?!?
understood. end of years are like coming in about 48 days,if i'm not too wrong. GRRRRR.
went to golden landmark,to fix up some stuff,then rushed down to bishan for japanese class and test.
SHITNESS,I'VE GOT EYEBAGS! HOW UNGLAM!
Saturday, August 20, 2005
had tution in the morning,was pretty blend,but hey i'm pretty much prepared for my chemistry test on monday.
and then daddy helped me in my japanese for another test on monday itself too.
after that,bathed and got changed for the japanese summer festival.
took the mrt which what it may seem an eternity just to get to the place.
and WTH, i had to pass by kembagen,crunged a lil,
reached there at 5.
and hell was the line for the tickets LOOOOONNNNNGGGGG.
wanted to upload the pictures.
but i don't know why i cant.
-SCREAMS AT THE COMPUTER-
neway,had so much fun,to all the people who came,
yu ling,carrisa,amera,ping ping,cheryl,teresa,bliss,saya,ana,nana,hiromi and my sister.
had tremendous fun with all you people.
especially the dancing part! WAHAHAHAHAHA.
Friday, August 19, 2005
VALENTINA WAS MY PARTNER FOR SOME PAREREDE.HURHURHUR
A BALLETIC FRENCH MOVE.
yeap,and i kept disturbing her as i had to hold her back.
and it is her skin can,NOT FAT! [:
so fun can.
and people called me up when i was having lessons.
just to update me about that person.
seems no one really sees you. but i do.
lyn called me up too. [:
guess,i slept late again.
i was late for japanese,thanks to rachel YEONG.
dragging me to tiong bharu plaza to popular to buy some school stuff.
and then we pigged out at a place called [grillers].
THAT PLACE SUCKS CAN!
FREAKING LOUSY SERVICE AND FOOD.
i had a major tummy ache after eating the bloody fish.
and yea i went for japanese in the end.
and again i slept late.
oh wells,i ponned dance, WITH A VALID REASON.
neway,i'm gonna quit soon,i THINK.
went out with alex,jimin,phanida and chloe to thomson plaza to pig out and study,
of course the study part was like damn unsuccesful larrs,as usual.
went home after that.
everyone is getting the swollen eye infection,and my school is gonna have and epidermic soon.
prolly they're like chances of NO SCHOOL!
GOING FOR JAPANESE SUMMER FESTIVAL TOMORROW!
i'll would love too hug you and gently place my arms around your body,
give you a spin,and then back too me.
another hug given too you,hugging you very tight,
to hear the bones break and hear you breathe your final breathe.
and then i know that i have already BROKE you.
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Can we still be friends?
Things just can't go on like before, but
Can we still be friends?
We had something to learn
Now it's time for the wheel to turn
Things are said one by one
Before you know it's all gone.
Let's admit we made a mistake, but
Can we still be friends?
Heartbreak's never easy to take, but
Can we still be friends?
It's a strange sad affair
Sometimes seems like we just don't care
Don't waste time feeling hurt
We've been through hell together
La la la la, la la la la
Can we still be friends?
Can we still get together sometime?
We awoke from our dream
Things are not always what they seem
Memories linger on
It's like a sweet sad old song.
but i plead for things to be a lil lighter on you.
you didn't had to lie,just tell me.
and i will understand,you should know me by now,
i'm NOT THAT TYPE OF GIRL.
life is never easy,no one said that.
she is not your first.
but to her you are,
i wanted to back out,but it was too late.
cause you BROKE ME first. sigh.
can't things be like what they were back then when we were just FRIENDS?
can't we still be friends?
alright,nuff said here.
last two days were cool and tiring.
i know im no longer breaking,im healed.
but why do i still feel pain?
Sunday, August 14, 2005
when i was about to leave,
i saw a familiar face from my past,and then i jumped,and screamed CLIFF!
like totoally paisehed myself can.
he's looking pretty fine,handsome as ever.[:
LOVED HIS ORANGE POLO TEE.
anyway,rushed for c.g and service after that.
and im going for another mission trip in the end of this year. [:
need to do some grocery shopping for another bbq partaye later.
it's my spiritual father's birthday!
Friday, August 12, 2005
and i DID NOT for get to blog,i purposely did not want to.
yes i know im weird.
OH YEA! i went out today with nisha and sara to suntec.
walking around just wasting our life away.
till i BUMPED into sharizan and that suhelminime (some name i made out for this guy,cause he looks so like SUHELMI!!)
ate at subway,and then we went home.
GOD! NISHA TOTOALLY PAISEHED ME IN THE BUS!
blame it on the bus driver for having p.m.s can.
GRRR.oh wells. im going off now.
i use to think i was weak,
now im better, i no longer bleed.
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
At the moment i smell like coconut and banana. [:
must be the tanning oil. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
anyway,it's a boring day,and i've yet to finish some of my homework,ahh eck it.
i'll probably give some crappy excuse tomorrow.
by the way people,this is to EVERYONE!
what?-WOMAD SINGAPORE 2005.
where?-FORT CANNING PARK.
what?-JAPANESE SUMMER FESTIVAL.
where?-JAPANESE ELEMANTRY SCHOOL. (NEXT TO THE SALVATION ARMY CHALET AT CHANGI ORAD,LOYANG THERE.)
what?-THE SPOOK SHOW.
where?-SUNTEC CONVENTION HALL.
when?-27TH AUGUST, 2PM.
anyone interested just give me a buzz. [:
the prices for all these 3 events are NOT PRICEY AT ALL.
all less than 30 bucks.
and it's worth it.
so,like school finished early can. [:
it was pretty alright,and glorious should have evyerone seen those patriotic people in my school. merher.
oh wells,rushed home to change.
brought my sister and this dutch girl out to orchard road. [:
MERHER. like damn fun can,didn't know this girl had such a great fashion sense.
after that,we went to the pasir ris chalet called aloha loyang.
spent my time there at the beach thinking about life.
when it soon hit me,
SHIT,I WAS SUPPOSE TO GO FOR THE GOTHAM PENTHOUSE PARTY.
in the end i didn't go of course,too lazy and i forgot to collect my tickets anway,
and yes i actually gave all that time up for mother nature. [:
seeeee gandhi is nice ogay!
yes a very happy blessed birthday to my dear country singapore.[:
today,i went to wild wild wet with a dutch family,australian family and an American family.[:
merher,like damn fun can,
i finally got my tan larrs. [:
saw some people i knew working there. [:
had fun,till i realised my swimming costume TORE!
it wasn't so big,jsut a small patch.
then after that,i went back to the chalet again,
and FINALLY dominic came.
afterall these time,we finally caught up with each other,
but he had to leave soon.
so this time,i was at the beach alone,getting some peace.
i liked it there,
stargazing alone felt weird,cause when i turned around,i realised the one whom i gave up my everything for was no longer there.
heck anyway,it's all over. [:
im out to find MY happiness and my number ONE!
Sunday, August 07, 2005
Saturday, August 06, 2005
had tution from 11-1:30. DAMN long can.
hurridly got bathed and changed for service.
i was like taking bus 162 and i saw this eeky spider on my hand larrs!
smashed it with my other hands as the 2 ladys gave me disghusted looks.
like whatever,i have to kill it right?
dropped off at orchard plaza to buy toe padding for my pointe shoes,and as i was walking back to the bustop i saw
EDMUND AND JONATHAN! [:
we were like standing in the middle of the road there talking,as though the street belongs to us. merher.
then yea went for service. [:
thank GOD i reached there in 1 piece.
but i had to go off half way for some bbq party at this DUCTH'S family place.
OMG! their kids are soooooo CUTE AND PRETTY!
and i'm like taking the daughter and son out to orchard next week can! [:
they're like SO nice,and so personable. [:
and after that on my way home, i passed by sean's place.
it's like vao liao,amongst all the days it had to be TODAY!
painful memories i guess.
but like totoally eck it.
im free and saved! [:
Friday, August 05, 2005
maybe it's temporary.
i don't know.
oh wells,but im not done editing YET!
today was usual and boring.
I'VE GOT EYEBAGS! dang.
had dance,and we finally did POINTE WORK for once and for all.
i felt like crying during dance though,for God knows the reason why.
im doing fine and great though,im feeling much better now anyway. [:
i am pretty tired anyway, studying and studying spending lodsa late nights. [:
oh wells,guess it's worth it.
the rumors in his school are spreading, and its about ME!
like the hell?
why? what the hell do you want? you've already got what you want?
what more else do you want more?
this time is SERIOUSLY AND NO LONGER a HEART you,in fact.
its a I HATE YOU!
get a life jerk,is that all you can do?
i was one of the million hearts you broke,seriously.
whatever you told me or ever promised me was a pack of BULLSHIT
GET ON WITH LIFE WOULD YOU?
if it's over JUST LET IT GO and
come tomorrow,we will see
SO YESTERDAY SO YESTERDAY,
im just a bird that's already flown away,
laugh it off, let it go and
when you wake up it willl seem so yesterday so yesterday,
haven't you heard that im gonna be ok.
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
as the wind happily blowed away any unhappiness.
and imagined how it felt when it use to feel TOGETHER. (:
its the 3RD OF AUGUST,i told myslef.
if we were still together it would be our 3rd,
IT'S FINALLY OVER. im like so much happier NOW! [:
though despite i still think back and smile at the memories we once left behind.
and if it was a game,well i didn;t wanna play anyway.
DANG. i know how many times i lied to myself saying im gonna change a new blogskin soon and besides that pop up thingy is REALLY BEGAINNIG TO BUG ME. ):
shitness. im just too BUSY!
blame it on the school lars!
we should like sign a peptition about school matters.
cause i feel somethings and some people and some school are just getting corrupted.
it's so unjust! >:[
oh wells. had dance today, and yes we are finally doing contemp. dance,had fun lars anway.
SHIT! JUSTINE LOW'S BIRTHDAY IS ON SUNDAY,
AND HIS SO CALLED PARTY IS ON SATURDAY!
SHIT GOTTA FIND A GIFT FOR HIM REAL SOON!
dang,totoally slipped off my mind.
i need to work,to get cash,can anyone recomend me one?
just need to buy a new clothes,shoes,accsesories,bags,blah,blah. [:
oh wells gotta scoot and go mug.
Monday, August 01, 2005
I'm like damn busted caused i know i'll flunk for my japanese test.
I'm like pisst,cause i travelled to so many places to only find that the cd is outta stock.
I'm like shagged cause i had a tiring day.
I'm like happy cause im thinking positive. (:
anyway,im pretty happy right now.
no im not in love or what-so-ever.
im just happy.
i got over the break up fast.
it was like the fasted getting-over-break-up session i ever had with myself larrs.
I'M A SURVIVOR.