Friday, June 26, 2009

I do not love you except because i love you

By your favourite poet Pablo Neruda

I do not love you except because I love you;

I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.

I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you
Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.

Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
Ray, stealing my key to true calm.

In this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

for the first time in the longest time

Erika: I'd say
T: Haha
Erika: Indeed a very interesting character you are
T: Nah, i'm really really very boring.
T:Like really
Erika: Boring to you, interesting to me
Erika: I pick up alot about you
T: I just know you like chocolates
T: Alot
T: Haha
T: Ok brb, i need to take a bath
Erika: Haha

A few days later, on your blog,

"I think you’ll understand
When I say that something
I wanna hold your hand"

There are so many things I want to ask you, but I never did for I'd fear to be compared to a fool. Ever since that day, you've been shooting signals and lines, and I swear I cannot decipher even one. For the first time, I cannot understand this shit, and I thought I had it. But you always prove me wrong in the end, when I am ready to go my own way, you keep coming back and you have your inawkward ability to make me feel so vulnerable and weak to my knees.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009


To all my ladies:

A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't love, and leaves before she is left

Marilyn Monroe

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

terribly blessed

There's a reason why I don't make a wish for every birthday,

I'm terribly blessed.

I have a family who loves me so much even though they can be dysfunctional.

I have quite a number of friends whom i can really say friends.

I have a unique boyfriend.

I have almost everything I ever needed or wanted.

What's more there to ask for?

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

I was so fucking stupid part II

Hell I knew it was you first

i was so fucking stupid

Fate decides who walks into your life.
You decide who stays, who you allow to walk away, and who you refuse to let leave you.

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

If i can't have it, i'll steal it

Stolen sugar is the sweetest

Hindi saying