Tuesday, January 29, 2008

delete me

pay day is coming. (:
my little toes are getting excited.

Ok and for those who want to know how much i scored for the 'OH's, i had below 20. And I'll be going poly. So don't make me repeat my answer.

A few people came by to visit me from work, one was the unexpected visit of an ex. I try hard not to recall but i wish someone can delete a momento of a past. It got me thinking till i started catching spasm in space, and a customer lightly tapped me on the shoulder asking for a particular size for a shoe.

In this case, I choose myself.

Monday, January 21, 2008

1 word. 1 mouth. 1 night. 1 mind. 1 idiot. 1 tear. 1 life. 1 wish. 1 prayer. 1 quiet death. 1 scar.

ok, i know scars will make me stronger. yea. i'm pretty numb at the moment.

Look out for the new me world. Right back at you.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

fuck boys

work stinks. ):

i ate chocolate like nobody's bees wax cause i was damn jiwang!

fuck boys.

Friday, January 11, 2008

work eat sleep

Work, sleep, eat. I can't believe that's how i live my life now. Well of course, it use to be study, eat, sleep. Working is fine, really. I earn the money that i desire to get. Or at least i'll get rather. I work 6 days a week, 11-12 hours a day. Thought about changing jobs because i realise that i do kinda need my life back you know.

and i like you because
if we go away together
and i get lost
then you are the one that is yelling for me

hey where are you?

-sandol stoddard warburg

Friday, January 04, 2008

big deal

I clinched a job at Bugis, Le Pommier, at the second level, infront of the information/sistics counter! At the far end. I think working hours and days are terrible. 10am-10pm, and it's 6 times a week, i get Saturday off. Oh and it's like totally chinese speaking environment. Terrible huh? Well whatever to get what i want, i pay the price for it.

And now it hit me, i haven't got the slightest thing to wear to work.

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

Secret Misery

AUGH. I'm un-employed yet. So spending money almost everyday isn't doing me good. But i'll call up this 3rd agent regarding about an on the spot job. 1.5k a month? Any objections? At some place that says C-I-T-Y. That could possible be almost anywhere, since Singapore is afterall a C-I-T-Y itself. Selling ladies accesories.

Well, i came home from town, Zool sent me home via bike. I don't know why but I'm kinda sick of the fashion here. It's just TOOO common. I don't want to whine and do nothing about it. But it's kinda boring seeing everyone wearing almost the same thing. It's like how the many versions of Romeo & Juliet is being altered, they just change the era, settings, props, clothes. Still no actual twist, since both end up being dead anyway. It's getting really boring. Oh in any case, Zool and Irwan were nice enough to share my misery throughout the day.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

3 minutes of happiness

New endings, old beginnings. How sweet. I hope my friends/readers, that you're all celebrating today and yesterday with happiness and not a pinch of sadness. On the stroke of 12, i didn't know if i should have cried and swallow down pride, instead, i encouraged my childhood friend, Saya to sneak out of the house. (She wanted to anyway!)

I swore, it was such an emo night, and on the start of the year. But one thing lead to another, drama always follow. By now, i learnt that if you play with fire, you can either stay to continue playing, or you use a stronger fire to create a bigger fire, or you can stand and watch. Whichever it is. I'll be happy, eventually. Even if it's for a while.

Well, have a good year ahead of you all.