Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
The title was 'what every girl wants?'
I'm telling myself NOT to miss your nor to think about you, and i succeed each time. But when i walked out of class today, i smelt your cologne and i hurridly turned around to see if you could be here by surprise. But what was worst off was when i was alone on the way home, i couldn't help but think about you and slowly wonder to myself and count down the days till i see you again.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Monday, April 07, 2008
So i'm not the best artist in the world, and that tiny red dot is me, saying HELP. But trust me it's worst than the drawing itself. Mark me i say!
Friday, April 04, 2008
And just yesterday, over a sneak out I had out to Mt Faber Park, i realized i want to give up on so many things, for I am afraid it will slowly devour me causing unintentional hurtful emotions. These past few days, I know that i should give up what I'm doing. He suspects it, they know it, I should do it.
With my mind gently pressed at the speed of drama, i shall welcome it all. So welcome drama.
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
Less then 12 hours, imma gonna be in my new school with new faces. To admit i'm freaking out. Silly erika. Why on earth is she freaking out on her firstd day of her poly life? BAHHHH. HALP! HALP!
I am now officially scared for my future.
1. There is obviously something wrong in the relationship
2. So many people are trying to come inbetween.
3. Friends don't act like friends.
4. Friends and drama.
5. New school.
6. Frustrated and rather complicated me.
I just thought i had this all figured out. But no, i can NEVER Ever figure it out.
You'll never know true love till you get burned.
I could say it a hundred times over and think about it for the rest of my days but i am certain i can never quite accept it as a feeling i have to sit through.
It's like feeling hungry yet not having the appetite to consume and feeling sad but the eyes give no room for tears. Everything in front of me is just the exact opposite of how i may be feeling. Because till this very moment, i still cannot comprehend the true meaning of the emotions i have inside of me. I am everything you can ever think of all at once.
Capable of true love yet lost in an irony of lament.
(from amanda sue ann)