when you wanted to die hard growing up

You always cringe whenever someone says that we look exactly like sisters.
And no matter how hard I pray every year, it seems like God could never make you even more irritating than ever.
But I'll never regret having a sister like you. So enjoy the years being a teenager as you turn 14 today. Happy birthday little one. (:

You know the most fustrating thing about giving a present to someone is to decide WHAT to give to someone. I have been planning alongside with my other plans that que up in my mind, what to give to Stef on our first year anniversary in April. Now I know you're going to say 'Oh jee Erika aren't you abit too early, you have a month to plan.' I know I have a month to plan, but I've always liked to plan ahead and do it first and then slowly remodify or regratify the entire masterpiece before presenting it. It's not a perfectionist job but it's just me doing things in the old orderly organized way.

But with all that talk, I STILL do not know what to give. Strange, because usually I know what to create, but maybe it's because this is my first time in my whole 19 years that i'm actually celebrating a year long relationship with and that's why I don't know what to do? But it's not only that that I don't know what to do, I just want it to be something really special for someone so special to me. (:

I thought this was cute. Although it is a ring, at least it's different from the norm.

Underwear is cute too

Although we are both avid fans of shoes, it must be the PERFECT shoe. And i even thought about getting couple plants. Couple african statues?

I think Stef would rather shoot himself than wear this.
So you see, I'm clearly stuck.

I should have listened to my mother when she told me to take the next flight out to Japan. I SHOULD HAVE bloody hell listened to her. My mind is contorted with all sorts of things. A-Z you name it, it's in it. And the only way to de-contort it back is to go somewhere different, a new and be loose. But with wads of notes, my ic & my credit cards in my wallet, my 2 cell-phones & my ipod. I have no idea where i can travel in Singapore, alone and just de-contort my thoughts WITHOUT seeing someone i know. Taking train and bus rides are not counted.

I'm glad everything has been staying the way it is, all has been sailing on calm seas so I don't see a reason why I should be complaining. I should be getting changed soon, but i just got back from sun bathing by the pool, and i'm really lazy. What more i feel so comfortable in my bikini with my mangoes nestled inside. (inside joke; i think mangoes can lie down and on their nest too) I'm having dinner with Stef's classmates, although i have absolutely no idea why he insists that I come. But before the scheduled timing to have dinner, I was suppose to prepare and set out in search for my new phone for my upcoming new line. Problem is; the customer care lady who talked to me on the phone was a tool. If 'customer care' people are not going to help me, i should pick up my phone chargers and scurry somewhere else. Also the phone I'm looking for is like trying to find a parking lot at some crowded area.

Well off i go then i un-nestle my mangoes.

Sometimes it's good to laugh at yourself, you could be missing out the biggest joke of the century.