Tuesday, November 25, 2008


Say 'ayy' if you think having ut's are a waste of time and not the standard exams instead? I don't see how studying 6p's and reattempting to do quiz question works, when the questions in the ut turn out to be a whole new other concept and all you can think about is 'WTF' and having a gleam of hope in those eyes, you think you're gonna get a B, when in the end it turns out you get a C or a D. Tsktsk.

Pretending all than I can be,
Hoping that I would be,
All we have is a hopeless love my baby.

So where was this hope we once had?
Because sooner or later it'll be too late to be saved by our charm.
And maybe one day we can never get this right.
For now, i think i was a fool to have hope in you

Monday, November 24, 2008

i need an idea to get presents at the present now!

The only thing i can think about right now, is NOT the christmas party that is coming up, or thanksgiving dinner, or leonard's son 1 month birthday celebration but


Thursday, November 20, 2008

disappointment zone

Be efficient, NOT slobs.
Take the initiative, NOT advantage.
And thats where i'll be caving in till someone steps up and START doing something not just say it.

Because i'm sick and tired of trying to please others

Monday, November 17, 2008

It's ring ting tingaling

I think by the end of the year i should be changing my email add and maybe a new blog or something. Or both. I am suppose to be reading up on 6p's for cognitive ut tomorrow, but after i read problem 9,8,7. I gave up already. See see so jaded with life in rp that i even gave up reading on a few meagre slides. -slaps forhead-

So anyway, as 12 is nearing in all our clocks, i can make a conclusion to end today with a goood note. That life is the most craziest shit sometimes. And so is love. (: You know I don't know how many of you people out there yell, quarrel, squabble, wrestle, kill, slap, kick, fart, punch, holler at/with your partner. But do you make up in the end with the kiss and make out to make up kinda process? Hello all, I'm erika and I'm attached to an amazing person by the name of Stefanus Tan Lian Hock. We've been together for almost 7 (next week friday) month. And we have always had our quarrels like little kids. But nonetheless, although we enjoy the sessions after the fights, most importantly we know that we still love each other very much and we will always will. I have learnt so much from him and i've learnt to see the world at a different view ever since. It's good to know that I still learn and also that when i fall i can never fail to be picked up once again with the help of a beloved. He's been there and he's also my utmost pride and joy and my importance.

I understand that most of you has seen a big transformation from that Erika that we all once knew, and isn't that a relief for most of my girls and for my boys that FINALLY the playa has settled down. And it's a jolly euphoric feeling. (: Throughout this 7 months (and more to come) that i have been with him, i've learnt one lesson that no man has ever thought me. Call me young, foolishg and hopelessly in love. But wait till you fall in love, that you'll realise that it is being imersed in such feelings(: That love was never just feelings shared by 2, but an ability, the want to better yourself and help your partner along the way to know that you can never find another because like the lock and key hypothesis, only the significant other can feel sentiments and pick up all the qualities about the other and slowly understand how you grow to fall in love with such an amazing person. But most importantly, is that love never fails, it always hopes and it always endures.

P.s: Lights are all up in town and tis the season to be jolly. HELL JOLLY YEA!(: What a christmas it'll be! (:

Sunday, November 16, 2008

tag a reply

Whoever said love was easy, please leave a tag.
Whoever said that love was NOT easy, also please leave a tag.

I'm glad that i'm 18 and considered only in love like a young fool or idiot, whichever the latter prefers, and not choosing my life partner yet. (or is he?) Well in any case, i know it's been said that the more you fight it is suppose to bring 2 people closer. I'm not gonna say 'screw that shit' but i agree myself. However is it sickening to always fight and fight about the smallest matter sometimes, or even blowing it to make it a big matter than fighting about it?

gawd im so dead.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

One thing i can tell you about getting food poisoning it's a big NO-NO! And it's not the coolest shit fo real, apart for not going to school for 3 days now. Yea well wednesday and i'm still at home with a churning tummy and bad yucky shit. ): It sucks getting this food poisoning. Not the sex i say! And in any minute i will go running to the toilet again. There i go. Brb.

Ok i'll leave the details of that out. But im still trying to figure out what caused this.
a) the lunch i had at the food court on saturday?

b) the wedding dinner at changi village?
whatever the cause was i wish the churning would stop!!!!!

Thursday, November 06, 2008

i hate you mom

I fucking hate you and this puppet that i play for you in this thing called life.
I hate you for everything you have become forever that someone who is always twisting and contouring your wrods.
I hate you for every single thing i've become and i STILL pray everyday that when i grow up, i don't ever become like the woman in you.
I hate you, mom.

Tuesday, November 04, 2008


Pictures of hallow-scream!(: HAHAHAHA sorry for the late post!