body contours

I just realize how I like to

-shampoo my hair with honey
-soak and shampoo hair with beer
-massage hair scalp with olive oil
-massage hair scalp and then wrap in towl with smashed banana
-exfoliate body with used tea-bags
-soak 2 teabags or 2 cotton pad deeped in cold milk and rest it on my eyes

I actually like these home theraputic stuff for my body and hair and eyes. And it actually works ok! I've been doing it for almost 3 years now. And I quite like the smell of my hair after it is deeped into beer. (:

I thought I'd still be in extreme pain. But I feel nothing. I'd like some more nothing.

something so spectacular

You can't expect me to ever forget that easily can you? How could I when you were the start of something new. That day when I walked out of the gates of Sentosa, you and I could have been spectacular.

everything i knew finally became impossible

You want to be different? Then fine, go and get lost and run free with your brain and your heart, wherever it may lead you . I don't care, I want to stop fighting, I want to finally be able to do something for myself and fight for it and know that i actually fought for something worthwhile. You can get lost wherever you want to, you can be with whoever you like. You and your messed up NUS dazzled brain. I got 2 words consistently that i can sincerely say,

"FUCK YOU AND FUCK OFF"