It all begins with blogs and then the photos nicely captured happy emotions between 2 people. Like God forbid a reason to have set it upon infront of me either to make me jealous or to do more with my bf. Maybe it's the latter ay?
But then again, it's just queer for some reason, why do i feel slight pangs of jealousy everytime I see pictures of other couples doing their things at other places? I mean I AM attached for crying out loud! But why the jealousy arouse in me everytime i scroll down the page. Is it because of my unspoken 'expectations' which i never speak about to him, that i somehow wish that we could do more things together? I did brooch up the topic many times, although the reply was 'We'll do them one day' or 'Ok next time' , when I can only try to figure out when will the 'next time' ever happen? But like i always tell everyone who can't seem to wait for things to happen, 'Patience is a virtue.' Damn right should i practice what i preach.
(See i told you joy. Deepak Chopra in the making already!)
But don't get me wrong that Stef is a bore, he is a wonderful and magnificent fella. Although we obviuosly see and say things differently. Like he's a diplomat and i republican (not that i am one! i'm just citing examples, good heavens), he's east i'm west, he sleeps in the comfort of bed but i'd rather sleep on the sand under the stars. But like the lock and key hypothesis, we're in sync to everything.
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