no coal but just a diamond

Ok. I hope everyone's christmas was swell. I think mine was ok. I got to spend it with someone i actually really really adore and care alot. (Alright, i'm sorry for the little mono-tone-vibe you might get from the sentences, i'm actually distracted looking at some things and rather feeling mellowy that new year is coming.)

So i hope you all got the presents you've been writing to santa ab out. As for I'm thrilled and contented at the gifts that i thought no one could ever get for me. I can't put the peek-tures up, because i dropped zee camera to the toilet-bowl, and i'm hiding it from my mom. heh but some pictures i found on ze internet that are like them (: i got a swanky looking Ralph-Lauren carrier pouch from the U.S, a sassy green Gucci wallet, a saucy pair of white-gold diamond studs from Aurora, a spicy looking pair Chanel Shades & Guerlain make-up just to name the ones that were on my 'to-get-list-in-2-years-time'. And times when i ask God 'why me?where did i go right?', now i know why He choose to give me people who love me.

(but in green)

Ahh shit, it's the 30th. new year's is coming. and i got to find some way to get the cammy working. dammnit just my luck!

eve of christmas eve

It's the eve of christmas eve! And at this very minute there's a urge to run about in the snow, that is IF we ever have snow, making snow-angels, snowmans, snow-ball fights and gazing out during a snow starry sky. The new maid is coming tomorrow. And my mind is fretting about the house, i feel like a damn hen-pecked house wife.

Check out this cute snow-men that made me smile.

who wants junj?

Who wants my junk? Really! Who wants my junk? HELLO!?! I ASKED WHO WANTS MAHH JUNK!??

I digged out my closet to look for a pair of leggings and i dug deep only to realise i have clothes worn once and shall never be worn again, never worn BEFORE, or lagi best, cannot wear because of zeee juicy mangoes!

Anyway i got back from Malacca safe,sound and in one piece but with a red eye on my right. I don't know why is it red? It's not sore-eyes. I put eye-mo but the pogress is still slow. And i'm still doing house-work. I bought some pretty neat junk which i'm damn happy with also. I finally own that roxy jeans that i wanted! SUKERR BABY! (:

P.s; yes to those sexayee bitches who thought that mangoes grew big, yea la, they did la! HAHAHAHA.

P.s.s; Does anybody have a spare iron i can borrow? PLEASE PLEASE???

I am dead tired seriously. I actually cleaned the whole house today all by myself, although the kitchen is half-way done, and i decided to call it a day. But the iron kinda blasted at me and it caused a short power failure for the entire house. EHEHE. Oooops! Although it's not the first time cleaning the entire house, i'm gonna ease the life for the next maid to come, which is so far the 7th one.

Going to the land of teh-tariks, oil-palm & yummy malay guys at 11a.m. (shhh don't tell anyone!)

Mommy & daddy said i can spend on whatever i want for being such an angel. And i wonder where did that come from. Nonetheless, i'm coming back a day earlier then i expected, good and bad news for me. The good is that i come home on the same day as Stef bad news is, i have more house chores to do. Gawdddddamnit!

Anyway, i better hunt start hunting down the star-hub care center to finally tell me how to activate the roaming service, cause the last time they gave me info turned out to be some bull. So i better see the reception on my phone. Or else i will cut things and make goreng pisang out of it! (inside joke)

Christmas is coming and i still haven't bought anything for anyone. Yes i'm guilty of that statement. I'm going on a road trip to malaysia on thursday, and although someone would tell me 'But there's things to shop over there what' but it may stilll not be the thing that i'm looking for. You see the thing about me and shopping sometimes is that, i can never get satisfied of what i'm looking for. It's never this or that, but it has to be ZE thing. ZEEEE thing that i'm egg-actly looking for.

Went prawning today with Fuji, Navin, Wei-loon, Keegan, Gina, Cassandra, Cy, Ben, Yee Ruen, Marvin, Dhel, Naomi & Stef (think that's all) I got bitten by a prawn for catching it via from it's behind. But i caught about 2-3 of those shrips. I'm satisfied. (:

why?

Why?

get set....glow

Am-Pm Party at Room 936 @ Fairmont on December 5.

Presenting the couples:

Other scandolous affairs:

The people whom i've known throught my years (:

The view from the hotel:

All picture credits goest to Joy Chang Yu Ling, Chloe Leow Pei Ling, Vanessa Soh Wei Ting, Sarah Chan Li Fang, Sandra Lim, Shermin, Zachary

Go away, just you and yourself. Go away.

it's not that i'm only disappointed with you but i'm deeply upset and hurt with you. You don't have a clue about me or what's really happening and for that i feel like a lost child walking aimlessly around town. And i'm not even looking for an apology, because sorry can't fix this broken things about how i feel.

when it was me

I am utterly feel with angst and a collaboration of some deep emotions for myself which i can't put into words. I'm starting to think that i'm going crazy because it's like im creating a make up of something that never existed.

Sometimes when two persons are great as friends , you think to yourself if its really worth living up to it after awhile, or rather, was friendship suppose to involve jealousy? Because if it does, you can start the walk away.

i wanna feel a car cash

Me and my big fat mouth sometimes. And dare to say that God does not exist? He thought me a little lesson today. Anyway, i don't know how many of you have me on msn, but for those who do, i've had this msn nick for quite some time, namely

erika-and she said i wanna feel a car crash

yea well. Today i finally felt a car carsh along woodlands avenue 1 today. And 3 cars were involved in this accident. 3 i say! So now the engine is like pushed back, jamming the front passenger's side door. I swear i almost died! But thank God i came out alive! To get to school i had to climb out from the behind passenger's side door and thankfully not by the windows! With my flip flops, kampong pants and tight t-shirt, i flippity flap to school like a distress chicken. (:

But the car crash has made me realized so many things as well. And now as i sit on this chair chanting on my theories like Deepak Chopra. I smile humbly upon myself and up to the sky at God. (:

I wanna feel the car crash
I wanna feel the capsize
I wanna feel the bomb drop, the earth stop
Till I'm satisfied

I wanna feel the car crash
Cause I'm dying on the inside
I wanna let go and know that
I'll be alright, alright

chloe crashes rp

Ahhh Chloe Leow Pei Ling came down to school today. Everyone scream 'WELCOME BACK CHLOE!' (:

I tote-tally did the unexpected out of impromptu, i ponned half way from science. Yes I'm jaded with school that i self proclaimed a half day off. I did alot of talking and cam-ing away with chloe too. Sameul, Bay and Eka (i pronounce it as ikea hur) were there to make the day all worthwhile. Oh and and and and Sherman came also. -zips mouth- I'm glad Chloe is back. (: whoops.

BAY!

Samuel

Eka is inbetween chloe and bay! (: