friend

i never knew i could fall this hard. The past few days were miserable to me. ):

if i could, could i erase everything. if only i could, i would.

i feel so lost without your calls or smses. I feel so scared.

i look around me, and i get the stares. I look beside me, you're not there.

I really want you to know that i really do care.

I wonder what are you doing now.

Are you in your workplace playing the drums or the guitar? Or are you eating? Or are you playing Ps2?

Are you talking to lin? Does she know that i care for her too?

Can i still call you friend? Can i have you back in my life?

Do you miss me?

i know i do.