Wednesday, June 18, 2008

tongiht i wanna cry

Because of how my character can invariently speak for itself, i, thus, have nothing to say. But it hit me in the back of my mind today, suddenly, on my way long, cold and rainy bus journey home, why we ever begained in the very first place? So i opened a history folder and took a look at the conversation of our first meet. It made me laugh and smile at some bits, till it got deeper to the soccer bit, something about a footballer's need, ego and passion. Then you asked for my email add, our long convos about almost....well everything. And you flirted, really, you did. You were smoove. Talking about wanting to come to my place to send me breakfast just to see my face. But to put it into a nutshell, it was all good, the history of our conversation really made me smile. And i do admit it, i do read it every now and then, I call it reminensce-of-history-porn.

Till I read today's convo and i simply wanted to bang my head on the table. Because I'm starting to belive that somewhere along the way, i might have made a terrible mistake. So tonight i think i want to cry.

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