Thursday, November 17, 2005

you WERE mine

what can i say? im having eating disorders,not that im anaeroxic,but i just refused to eat,im just not eating cause im not fat,im simply just not eating cause i've got no appetite at all.it's been 3 days,and i've been drinking green-tea frapps.
what can i say? i lost everything i had.i wound up crying and just not being myself,im just crushed.i wound up locking myself in the toilet,with 5 friends painstakingly trying to urge me to get out.in the end i did,but i just cried again.
what can i say? i'm back to square one again.
what can i say? it's useless.not sleeping that much.getting bad dreams,wound up screaming either someone else's name,or just crying,and the moon's ray shining so brightly.
what can i say? im not broken,so don't fix me.
what can i say? i REALLY WANT SOMEONE HERE TO GIVE ME THEIR SHOULDER.

cause im crush,so crush,cause i always thought that it would've been the 2 of us.

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