take me away

Tag replies:

Ben: HAHA yes ben i know you're always here, that's why you live oh so darn near me too. Block head! HAHA It's not that fun with the o level dudes/dudettes taking their shit as well. It's boring, not much fun you know what i'm saying?

Who gives a shit: I don't accept hostile and unfriendliness here, ben is not laughing at you, he doesn't have a clue on who the hell are you, but I DO. I'm sorry that this went all the way, but you don't vent frustration on my tag nor my friends thank you. And like i said, i'm still here aren't i to shelter you before you hit the ground? Why can't we be friends? Sigh, i'll explain more when i post for today.

Erika: HOHO. We're all young and reckless and full of happiness. Yes my dear chum, we shall enjoy life while it last, aren't we suppose to anyway?

Sophie: My, my, my. Thou shall have no fear, for Gandhi whose actual name is erika will spare you from thy evil plots of thee fans of sg Idol. [:

Saturday's outing was a craze, had some things to do in the morning and i rushed down to meet joy, amanda bay, van and jia man at wheelock. Headed for service, am i ever glad to be in the sanctuary, for there i found my hiding place. The cell went to Terminal 2 of Changi airport to grab some chow, while i headed down to Orchard to meet Khai, Tiang Sian and Terence, waited for some time and i was getting pissed. But it all changed when i had a brief conversation with a kind stranger.

Stranger: ' Getting frustrated over waiting for someone or are you waiting for no reason?'
Erika: -looks left and right- 'OH, well im getting frustrated over waiting for someone, well what about you?'
Stranger: 'Well i can't be waiting like an idiot for no reason.'
Erika: -smiles- 'Right, the oblivious'
Stranger: 'Who are you waiting for?'
Erika: 'My friends'
Stranger: 'The occasion?'
Erika: '________________'
Stranger: Oh my what a day.'

He asked if i was mix blooded, and i told him i was japansese and HE was from myanmar studying at SIM, he wondered how old was i and i replied 16 and still schooling, guess he got quite a shock as he said i didn't look a bit of a 16 year old, asked where i studied and wether or not i like the education. He's a nice chap, though he does resemble Pierre Png.He left first and we shook hands and exchanged ONLY names, he's roy. And i continued waiting.
When the group came, i stormed out of the mrt and headed for home, wasn't happy but they apologised but still i wasn't happy, i didn't want to spend the _____________ like this afterall.

However, i don't understand why Singaporeans can't have an openminded, a kind stranger who talked to me made my day and made me smile, instead of the usual ' SIAO! Don't know this stranger, yet chee ko peh me by talking to me, KNN.' Wow. What friendly characters, i don't know HOW the hell we ever got the most friendliest and courteous award, well at least im satisfied to see that we're in the bottom of the 'Most courteous counrty' we really don't deserve it. But maybe it's just us or yet even the world, NO ONE wants to be nice anymore. So screw it.

To that guy who WILL read this:
So i guess you've decided to shut up and chide away this shit, thinking eventually that it will die huh? Don't be a looser please. I'm not scolding you. But i don't see why should you? You don't deserve this, i don't see us in the future you see. I don't think you should deserve a girl like me. However please don't blame it on yourself, i have my reasons too, but i guess i should be honest with you and not lie right?

1. I confess, what you wore on thursday, turned me off totoally. The mohawk did not go well with the clothings, It wasn't what i had in mind and what i accepted either.
2. Talking about jocks, i don't hang out with them, i just happend to know them, to heck with them it's not like their the OC, seriously, they aren't popular, bring those kids to the U.S and you'll be lucky enough to hear them being labelled as theee 'WANNABEES' or worst 'OUTCAST'.
3. The way you approach the situation, it wasn't romantic either.
4. I'm bewildered at how you ditch the ex for me, it's cruel, it's absurd and i'm not some other alternative. I'm not a chick who you can just chuck aside.
5. I hate the fact that you're so full of yourself.
6. This is connected to 4, and this 2 maybe the largerst portion that shares the reason. I don't know how you could ever be infatuated and think of it as love. IF infatuation were ever love, then what is love? Sex? I don't think so. What do you take me for? A slut, bitch, idiot? Idiot maybe, but i'm not that stupid and i'm dumb as well. Don't ever underitimate me. I said this to the others now i say to you, i'm capable of many things. Just don't push the buttons. When you finally fall in love, tell me, i'll be totoally happy for you and i'll take you out on ice-cream.
I guess that's that. I know it's mean, but that's how i learnt and what i undergone, i'm not gonna neglect you or shut you out of my life and i hope you won't do the same.

( I remembered about talking about some fashion bits and pieces of advices on what to wear to a date, however i'll spray more about it tomorrow)

So maybe i'm going out with a guy tomorrow, it's a date i know, but i see nothing else, he wants to hang out and catch me up on things, i'm absolutely vouching for that.