i not stupid

'i not stupid too' watched that with michelle,sara and ji min at p.s. the woman who gave us our ticket was pretty funny.
ticket lady: so 'i not stupid' yes?
me: yea you're not stupid.
ogay that was pretty lame.hahas.i so loved the movie,NOT cause shawn and joshua were inside,though i confess they are HOT.not sizzling.but they're hot,like they finally grew up! (:
I think i've never cried so much in a movie before,but this was the first time i ever did anyway.felt better,having a good laugh and cry during the movie.oh and because i skipped my mother tongue class today,i had to rush down all the way to j8 cause daddy was picking me up.I stared into my reflection throught the journey and i was trying to wonder who did i see? True i saw myself,but i tried too find my another self,the one who had long hair,the one who use to be so different,but as i stared back at the girl looking at me,i looked away and i wanted to cry,where is she now?did she died?i don't really quite know.True i feel different now,just different,and the sad part is i don't feel happy about it. I lost the sanguine side of me i guess.

im pretty stressed with schoolwork now,with my coursework,project deadlines that need to be met,and test that needs cramming.ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.-stretches hands- with this,i can't seem to concentrate as much as i did last year.i wonder what the hell is wrong with me?