Saturday, August 19, 2006

Hit me with a glass bottle

I am back. Sorry to all readers. I've taken out my shout box. Like what claudia said, it's slow. it's limited and it's a useless crap. -nods- i agreee. so halo scan is back. I told y'all i still love it.

Anyway yesterday i watched An American Haunting with the girls. Golly. How dumb can it get. Stupid movie that i wasted my 8 bucks. Storyline was pretty crapply mixed up, irrelvant information was unecessarily as well. Met Bay to see claudia,ana,ailin and their friend. Gorgeous girls. (: TEEE-HEEE.

Well something happend. All at once. I can't explain it down all in words. I will when the time is right, but now is simply not the appropiate and the best time. What i can say is, in the end of the day it will matter up to you and you'll be alone in then end of the day. Emptiness will swallow you up like water. I guess what is in my head is about ____________, ___________, ____________, ___________________,__________________, _________________,____________________-, _________________. Yeap. 8 troubles all in all. If i tell you all this, please, listen. We live in a screwed up patethic world where world peace is as good as worldly disaster. I asked myself, isit because of what's happening to the world could also have some possible effects on the things happening. Who knows there might be some link to all of this.

From the deepest pits of my heart,well i haven't been in the reflective mood of late. partly because of my exploding schedule and also because i have found less meaning in being analytical. maybe if we led simpler lives and lived more subtly, we wouldn't be plagued by what we are plagued by now. if we could only make clear headways and fine distinctionc between the priorities and minorities in life, wouldn't life be great?regretfully, the nature of the human is to stray towards materialism. well, up yours if you say you're not materialistic. what's that phone in your hand, what's the monitor screen you're reading this from, what's that mp3 that keeps you going in long bus rides? how about the brand of the wallet in your pocket? or the underwear you're wearing? don't bull me and say you're not materialistic. try living the life of a vagrant even though you're affluent. refrain from the better things in life even though you can afford it. try?

I need to talk to someone really badly, i stayed here stoning at the computer screen for almost half and hour,the only person i would like to talk to and can relate my problems to is the very guy whom took me back to my first confusion heart-break,MR _________ HAN. We live near, but we never had time to sit down and talk face to face, eye-ball to eyeball . I just wish you can tell me those wise statements that will keep me guessing. Wherever you are, give me a rope, to pull me out.

if only i could edit the sad parts.

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