Wednesday, September 27, 2006

When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight, it ends tonigh

-Undo sockets, takes keyboard, mouse, cpu and screen. Throws it out of the window-
I was happily uploading some photos on blogger just when all of a sudden the page was closed. THANKS TECHNOLOGY. So much for improving lives!

N's are like next weeek and i'm like going 'ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh' -waves both hands in the air- Mugging has become a hobby whenever anyone texts me ' What are you doing?' the reply is the oblivious 'Mugging' and the next reply comes along 'So long Einstein!' Well hey the thought of it beng over is estatic. But I would've only completed one stage. The longer run are the O's. So you may all join me and say ' To hell with all this'. [:

I've made up final mind for sure, maybe i should just let go and really let it go. Like Cassie and Louisa, they both made their decision to let go. So being 16 isn't sweeet afterall i agree. Still i always hate to edit sad parts, because you'll realise there's this certain joy that'll be gone as well. -smiles weakly- But that's life, if you fall into a pothole, pick yourself up, dust yourself and tell yourself that the stains and grazes on your knees don't mean a thing. They're just there to make your life difficult. But you're always able to pull through. Everything should be taken in your stride. You set your own pace to life. No one tells you how you should run your life.
I hate confusion it's 2nd worse to lonliness. I know that love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed. to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed and to those who still love even though they've been hurt before. And NO one should let your happiness depend on others. that's something i've realised. You know it's true that we don't know what we've got till it's missing. But it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing till it arrives. So for my last curtain call on all this crap, i end this with a smile and memories tugged in my heart. -Pats chest-
What could be turned out to be a should be. What have been has turned in to a has been. If i paint a wall about my life, it'll be colourful and different and interesting no doubt. There are things you'd love to hear but you would never hear it from the person whom you'd like to hear it from. but don't be deaf to the one who says it with his/her heart. Maybe i'm like all others. just an insensitive motherfucker.


Studying from 8-6.30 at the library with Fariza and Laveena tomorrow.

Royteo: AYE! CHEERING UP! HOW YOU DOING?!? [:

Nadia: I would love to ling you in my list, if only you gave me your link. -_-

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