The bizzare love triangle

Sometimes i wonder what it feels like to feel no pain, physically.
Just yesterday, was my check-up. I scared every patient their guts out, i was crying and screaming PAIN in the rooom. I won't say any further because i know to many it's just disghusting, well it's my nose. Oh and i've made up my mind to get my naval peircing done once and for all.

The bizarre love triangle

Every time i think of you,I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue.
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me the wisdom of a fool won't set you free.
But that's the way that it goes and it's what nobody knows.
While every day my confusion grows every time I see you falling, I get down on my knees and pray. I'm waiting for that final moment you'll say the words that I can't say.

I feel fine and I feel good I'm feeling like I never should.
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say. Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday?
I'm not sure what this could mean, I don't think you're what you seem I do admit to myself that if I hurt someone else. Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be, every time I see you falling, I get down on my knees and pray i'm waiting for that final moment.....................................................................................................
You'll say the words that I can't say.

I wish i can dig a hole that will bring me to my private Utopia,and no one must ever fine me. A lesson for them to realise that you won't know what's missing untill it's gone? And what's gone and you'll realise you'll miss it? On some days my chest tightens up, my heart aches, my mind refuses to work. On other days my heart flutters with excitement, my stomach churns with glee.
Life is a topsy turvy, like how my entries go in a round about all the time? Nothing is permenant. Happiness is short lived. Sadness is temprorary, nothing lasts as long as you want it to.
Everything ends.